IN-DEPTH DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS
mandatory questions1. what about you is heroic?
nothing. Not a damn thing. Okay, I guess how I would do anything to defend my friends sort of is.
2. what about you is social? what do you like about people?
I like to flirt. I like boys. I have been told I can grab attention in a room. S'bout it.
personal questions1. what is your real, birth name? what name do you use?
My birth name is Aria Isobel Phasee. I go by Crissatha Isobel Pandora now.
2. do you have a nickname? what is it, and where did you get it?
Cris, cause its a shortening of my name, dumbass. Or Ice Bitch. Guess why.
3. what do you look like? (include height, weight, hair, eyes, skin, apparent age, and distinguishing features)
Height is 5'7, weight is fuck if I know, Hair is currently blue to purple ombre but it changes, eyes are light blue, skin is pale as fuck, pretty sure I look more like 19 than 17, and I got a scar down my back that no one sees and my mark, is that all officer?
4. how do you dress most of the time?
Simple. Torn up jeans, from use not from style, baggy tee with some sort of saying on it, suspenders hanging from them around my knees, goggles to keep my hair off my face, tank instead of a bra cause I don't got much up top, no shoes.
5. how do you "dress up?"
Simple here too. I don't.
6. how do you "dress down?"
Sweatpants, wife beater, usually not my own but something I snagged after sex.
7. what do you wear when you go to sleep?
pajamas? sometimes nada if it's hot but generally I'm a PJ sorta girl.
8. do you wear any jewelry?
Just the tongue ring.
9. in your opinion, what is your best feature?
My eyes. Duh.
10. what's your real birth date?
February 14th. Yes. It's real.
11. where do you live? describe it: is it messy, neat, avant-garde, sparse, etc.?
My dorm room and it's messy as fuck.
12. do you own a car? describe it.
haha. HAHA. me with a car. Oh that's rich.
13. what is your most prized mundane possession? why do you value it so much?
My guitar. Because it signified my freedom, and on top of that it was a gift from my best friend. It's absolutely the most precious thing I own.
14. what one word best describes you?
Iced-off
familial questions
1. what was your family like?
Fuck you
2. who was your father, and what was he like?
Phillip Phasee. He let my mother turn him into a shadow. He never stood up to her. It made my life hell.
3. who was your mother, and what was she like?
Marianna Phasee. The bitch herself. She's obsessed with perfection. Which doesn't exist. And when I wasn't perfect I got shoved in what was basically a closet.
4. what was your parents marriage like? were they married? did they remain married?
Theyre still married. And I wonder why my father's still with her.
5. what were your siblings names? what were they like?
Melly D and Phillip, Phillips my mother's little angel, D's a wild child, and Melly is awesome.
6. when's the last time you saw any member of your family? where are they now?
I last saw Mellie, she helped me shop for new clothes like she always does cause I have no money. They're all still stuck under my mother's thumb.
7. did you ever meet any other family members? who were they? what did you think of them?
No
childhood questions
1. what is your first memory?
My first? My sister Mellie holding me and singing, I don't know how old I was
2. what was your favorite toy?
This silly doll with blue hair, it was a rag doll, I didnt get to keep it long.
3. what was your favorite game?
Hide and seek. I loved hiding.
4. any non-family member adults stick out in your mind? who were they, and how did you know them? why do they stick out?
Ah...Hailey Vanderbilt. Mrs. Vanderbilt back then. I went to her house a lot growing up. Her husband was my mom's friend and she just sorta...made me feel okay.
5. who was your best friend when you were growing up?
Kaleigh Vanderbilt
6. what is your fondest, childhood memory?
Going riding with my brother, back when we got along.
7. what is your worst childhood memory?
The Thinking Room
adolescent questions1. how old were you when you went on your first date?
I'm not sure you could call it a date...
2. what were you like in high school? what "clique" did you best fit in with?
If you tell anyone, I'll kill you. I was a bookworm, a nerd. Even had glasses til the change helped clear that up.
3. what were your high school goals?
To survive -snorts-
4. who was your idol when you were growing up? who did you first fantasize about in your life?
My sisters...and no one really, I was a geek. If anything it was my books and the characters in them
6. what is your favorite memory from adolescence?
When I finally mastered backhand springs
7. what is your worst memory from adolescence?
How often bullying landed me in the girl's bathroom to get away from everyone.
occupational questions1. do you have a job? what is it? do you like it? if no job, where does your money come from?
I'm a student, so no. And my sister occasionally helps me out.
2. what is your boss or employer like? (or publisher, or agent, or whatever.)
These
3. what are your co-workers like? do you get along with them? any in particular? which ones don't you get along with?
questions
4. what is something you had to learn that you hated?
are bullshit
5. do you tend to save or spend your money? why?
Spend, when I get it its to spend it.
likes & dislikes questions
1. what hobbies do you have?
Guitar, playing with Chii, sex, hanging with Lux, flirting
2. who is your closest friend? describe them and how you relate to them.
Lux. sorry, Marluxia We're close, he saved me more times than I can count.
3. who is your worst enemy? describe them and why you don't get along.
Umm...got a lot. Seriously. I'm kinda a bitch who doesn't watch her mouth.
4. what bands do you like? do you even pay attention?
I'm into rock mostly I guess? I'm usually playing my own music instead of someone else's shit
5. what tape or cd hasn't left your player since your purchased it? why?
Changes depending on the day, honestly.
6. what song is "your song?" why?
Hrm....Danger by Sumo Cyco. It jst kinda fits right now.
7. what's been your favorite movie of all time?
I'm not usually into movies.
8. read any good books? what were they?
Who the fuck told you I still read? Fuck you. I'm not a mousy book worm anymore -defensive-
9. what do you watch on the television?
Don't really do that
10. when it comes to politics, do you care? if so, which way do you tend to vote? if not, why don't you care?
-snorts- Who votes anymore? If you mean the whole Monarch deal...I'm Anti.
11. what type of places do you hang out in with your friends?
Around the school, at the town square playing music, the East Wall...that shit.
12. what annoys you more than anything else?
Perfection
13. what would be the perfect gift for you?
Anything music related. Or chocolate.
14. what's the most beautiful thing you've ever seen?
The first time I saw Chii's pretty little face. She's my baby.
16. what time of day is your favorite?
Night. So I won't burn to a crisp.
17. what kind of weather is your favorite?
The rain
18. what is your favorite food? what is your least favorite food?
Chocolate and Cherries
19. what is your favorite drink? (coffee, coke, juice, beer, wine, etc.)
Soda
20. what's your favorite animal? why?
Black Panthers. Ah...duh
21. do you have any pets? do you want any pets? what kind?
Chii, my baby <3
22. what do you find most relaxing? (not as in stress relief, but as something that actually calms you down.)
Playing my guitar.
23. what habit that others have annoys you most?
Talking down about themselves, if they're my friends.
24. what kind of things embarrass you? why?
Sappy lovey dovey shit
25. what don't you like about yourself?
Plenty.
26. how would you like to look?
How I look
sex & intimacy questions1. would you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else?
Straight
2. who was the first person you had sex with? when did it happen? what was it like? how well did it go?
I don't know his name, how fucked up is that? I was...what...fifteen I think? Fourteen? I was at a club, I got drunk, apparently I consented. So there you go, that's how well it went. I don't remember jack shit.
3. have you ever had a same-sex experience? who with, what was it like, and how did it go?
Nah, not sexually.
4. what is your deepest, most well-hidden sexual fantasy? would you ever try it?
I've tried a lot of things. I'm sorta open when it comes to this, so yeah probably. But my fantasy? To actually be able to be on bottom without freaking out and I can't do that. It gives me panic attacks.
5. what was the wildest thing you've ever done, sexually? who was it with and when did it happen?
Wildest? Probably this one time at the gym, on one of the weight lifting equipment, with Darius. He's fun, I enjoy the challenge.
6. is there any sexual activity that you enjoy and/or practice regularly that can be considered non-standard? (bondage, fantasy play, etc.) why do you like it?
Nah, I'm not into the kinky shit.
7. is there any sexual activity that you will not, under any circumstances, do?
Can't handle being on bottom. Like I said.
8. do you currently have a lover? what is their name, and what is your relationship like? what are they like? why are you attracted to them?
I've currently got a few. I'm not attached so why not? They're all amusing in their own ways and they help me...forget...for a little while.
9. what is the perfect romantic date?
I don't do dates.
10. describe the perfect romantic partner for you.
Someone who can make me relax, pull down the ice walls.
11. do you ever want to get married and have children? when do you see this happening?
No. No. No. I'm not into that. Thanks.
12. what is more important - sex or intimacy? why?
Sex. I don't do sappy shit.
13. what was your most recent relationship like? who was it with? (does not need to be sexual, merely romantic.)
...Justin. And it was good. While it lasted.
14. what's the worst thing you've done to someone you loved?
Well, I caused a person I loved to be killed if that counts? He didn't love me. So I don't know if it does.
drug & alcohol questions1. how old were you when you first got drunk? what was the experience like?
14 or 15? Meh it was okay.
did anything good come out of it? did anything bad come out of it?
I lost my virginity to someone I don't remember. SO no, nothing good.
2. do you drink on any kind of regular basis?
No. I'm a bit of a control freak.
3. what kind of alcohol do you prefer?
Noooooo. Are you paying attention?
4. have you ever tried any other kind of "mood altering" substance? which one(s)? what did you think of each?
Nope. Nope. Nope. Control freak.
5. what do you think of drugs and alcohol? are there any people should not do? why or why not?
It's their own damn business if they do or not but me? I don't do that shit. Pay attention.
morality questions1. what one act in your past are you most ashamed of? what one act in your past are you most proud of?
Going back to my mother's, it was stupid and I shouldn't have. As for proud? I'm proud of rescuing Chii, finding myself and turning into myself, and of my gymnastics.
2. have you ever been in an argument before? over what, with who, and who won?
Who fucking hasn't? Too many to count sweetheart.
3. have you ever been in a physical fight before? over what, with who, and who won?
Yes. And no one won.
4. what do you feel most strongly about?
Being true to myself and what I believe in.
5. what do you pretend to feel strongly about, just to impress people?
Nothing.
6. what trait do you find most admirable, and how often do you find it?
Being able to comfort others. And not often. Not truly anyway.
7. is there anything you think should not be incorporated into the media or art (sex, violence, greed, etc.,)? if so, what and why, and if not, why not?
It's none of my business so why should I care?
8. do you have any feelings in general that you are disturbed by? what are they? why do they disturb you?
Love. Love disturbs me. I guess that makes me fucked up but it's true.
9. what is your religious view of things? what religion, if any, do you call your own?
I have no strict...views per se. I believe in a goddess. That's about it.
10. do you think the future is hopeful? why?
Not right now. I'm in a bit of a rut though I'm pretending not to be.
11. is an ounce of prevention really worth a pound of cure? which is more valuable? why do you feel this way?
...what?
12. what's the worst thing that can be done to another person? why?
Taking away who they are. Identity...it shouldn't be taken from anyone.
13. are you a better leader or follower? why do you think that? if you think the whole leader-follower archetype is a crock of shit, say so, and explain why?
Follower, I've got Seph and fuck that, I can't take the responsibility of being in charge.
15. what is your responsibility to the world, if any? why do you think that?
Nothing. Nothing at all. Because fuck responsibility.
16. do you think redemption is possible? if so, can anyone be redeemed, or are there only certain circumstances that can be? if not, why do you think nothing can redeem itself?
I think that depends on what they have done. I can't think the one that killed me could be redeemed or my mother, but maybe my brother.
17. is it okay for you to cry? when was the last time you cried?
No. I fucking hate crying./blockquote]
18. what do you think is wrong with most people, overall?
Everyone's obsessed with fake shit.
miscellaneous questions
1. what is the thing that has frightened you most?
Losing myself again to my mother.
2. has anyone or anything you've ever cared about died? how did you feel about it? what happened?
Yes...but that person came back, so it doesn't matter, does it?
3. what was the worst injury you've ever received? how did it happen?
The scar on my back, it was a riding accident when I was younger.
4. how ticklish are you? where are you ticklish?
Not too much but I was never tickled as a kid so I think' that's why I still am. My stomach mostly.
5. do you have any bad habits? if so, what are they, and do you plan to get rid of them?
I can't sit still and I have no intentions of getting rid of it.
6. if you were to gain an obscenely large sum of money (via an inhertiance, a lawsuit, a lottery, or anything else) what would you do with it?
I'd save it or something. I've had money. It poisons people.
7. what would you wish for if you found a genie?
...I dunno to be honest.
8. what do you do when you are bored?
Play my guitar or have sex.
9. what is the most frightening potential handicap or disfigurement you can conceive of? what makes it so frightening?
To be blind, I feel like that means you can't do anything else.
