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Post by Johnnie Rae Mercer on Jan 1, 2013 3:43:54 GMT -5
A night off. Sure, it seemed like a simple thing, but it really wasn't. When Johnnie was working, she was working, essentially a hound for the crown, pulling down whatever prey she was sent after, a good little huntress. But a night off? It was something that she was unused to. Of course, given that the event had nigh-on compulsory attendance, it wasn't quite a night off in the traditional sense. However, she was out of uniform and in a dress, a very fancy one, she'd spent two month's pay on the damn thing and the purse and the jewelry and the shoes to go with. She damn well better have some fun and the damn thing had better not rip, she'd like to sell it when she was done, get a little back from her investment. As such, there would be little to no spilling this evening.
Head on straight, she gripped lightly at the black netting that formed the skirt as she walked into the ballroom, her clutch in her other hand. Her grip released when she saw the rest of the women in the room, swanning about with their skirts on the floor and not a single stumble among them. She couldn't very well look like an idiot while she was there, could she? She took a deep breath and headed into the crowd, looking for anyone that she knew. Either they were all on duty, staking out the doors, or they were blending in better than she felt she was. Maybe it would have been better if she was on guard duty right now, hair in a tight bun rather than falling loose around her bare shoulders. She felt as far from her normal world as she had ever been.
Scanning the room, trying to find a place of solace or rest, she resisted the urge to run her hand through her hair. She'd spent an hour on it and wasn't going to mess it up with an errant hand. Somehow, she had managed to pull herself together for this. True, she wore dresses and frilly clothes when she wasn't on the job, but they were nothing like the lace and satin contraption that she was strapped into at the moment. This dress, this black and white gown, felt like it should be something reserved for the bedroom rather than something that she could parade around in public in. Bored, she fiddled with the lace point where the sheath of the dress transitioned into the skirt, appreciating the catch of the fine thread against her slightly roughened fingertips. She was stable, she was there, the wild wasn't breaking through to this night, she was keeping her mind in the place that she should be, the sane place. So far, there was nothing to push her over the edge when life was as simple as a playing with a lace point.
Her eyes paused for a moment, observing the Monarch. He was always separate from the crowd, a level above them. Eventually, she was sure, the normal order of things would be for her to go and make her proper prostrations but until then, she was content to try and carry on with the rest of the evening. There was free alcohol in the corner and nerves to be balanced with a solution of ethanol, water, and various flavor compounds. It was better to put off the inevitable meet and greet until she was in a state of mind where she was a little more unflappable.
She took a deep breath and headed towards the bar, trying to emulate the women around her, heads held high and smiles on their faces. Strange that she should feel this out of place when she saw many of these people on a nearly daily basis throughout the citadel. Of course, the difference was that she was exposed, a feeling that she was no longer used to or comfortable with anymore. Ever since she'd gotten her life together, she'd been staying away from the feeling of insecurity. She was good at what she did and she felt confident doing it. Back before, during the big blackout, one of the few things she remembered was feeling insecure about everything, part of the reason that she'd spent so much time on the edge or over it. She could feel the same old inklings at the edge of her mind, the call of the wild threatening to pull her under. She took another deep breath, pushing those thoughts out of her mind.
Arriving at the bar, she leaned up against it and ordered a whiskey sour, hoping that the alcohol would steady her nerves. What she wouldn't give for a trace or a hint of blood in the drink, something to push the crazy inklings away. Blood, as much as it was a necessity for surival, was as much a drug for her as anything else. It was her therapeutic escape, the moment of sinking her teeth into vein and the rush that came from it. It was stability in liquid form.
This wasn't the world that she had been born into, she was the daughter of a potato farmer and had spent twenty years blacked out from reality. Somehow, in the last number of years, she'd managed to change her life pretty dramatically. She had come up from the bottom and was swimming around near the top of the heap now. She was pretty damn impressed with the changes she had made, not that she didn't have her vices and her problems. She was, in the end, still a work in progress, still trying to get everything under control. In the end, she was a hot mess in a hot dress.
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note: mlehhhhhhhhhhhh, starters >.> have fun, she's all kinds of unsuspecting right now. words: 957 outfit: check it, 'cept her hair is blonde
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Post by Laevinus Caesar Forsyth on Jan 15, 2013 1:48:24 GMT -5
[style=float: left; font-family: georgia; font-size: 25px; letter-spacing: -2px; color: #1D1D1D; margin-top: 210px; margin-right: 235px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 1px #090909; width: 500px;]LAEVINUS CAESAR FORSYTH counting bodies like sheep, » Vulnerability holds such an unethically vibrant ability to captivate, as though exposure’s very existence is in dire need of immediate attention, drawing the eyes of bystanders and predators alike. This sense of weakness, the very inkling of a present disadvantage, beckoned Laevinus in ways seemingly near unfathomable, as it often did. In the early stages of his long-lived life, the weathered individual hardly recognised such an easily disguised and discreet emotion—he was unable to grasp at details such as the creasing of one’s forehead, or the subtle pursing of another’s lips. Laevinus, as a child, had been a young and reckless individual, paying little care to the minor particulars within life—that was quick to change, however, as both years and reality stacked against him.
Now, weakness attracted him like blood does that of a famished shark.
» The woman was partially familiar and, though Laevinus was aware he had never spoken to her nor could he place an occupation or name upon her, it was this very trait that tugged his eyes mercilessly to her curvaceous little form. She did not stick out at sorely as some, but there was something, a pinpoint of difference, that caught the man’s eager and pulsing attention—she was out of place, surely, but that was hardly the only reasoning behind her vague discomfort. Pallid, grey eyes narrowing, the man observed her from the gallery with something remotely close to skepticism, his lack of respectable morals clear, should the bold, though satisfied, surveying of her body be noted by any other then himself. He scavenged what exposed skin he could, partly in search of a species tattoo and partly due to his ignited hormones, and paused, hesitating as his gaze flicked upon her right wrist. The image was far too small, too inevitably muddled, for him to comprehend, though there was one aspect of it that he became instantly aware of—if his eyes were not betraying him, then the little flash of crimson upon her wrist spoke towards her having a far more fragile, feral nature.
What a glorious, inviting discovery.
The man’s lips curled deliciously, his previously grim expression departing to leave a far more devious, amorous one in its path.
She longed for blood.
» Laevinus turned, slowly, eyes flicking towards one of the nearby, stationed attendees, brows perking in obvious impatience. He didn’t offer the young man a word, nor did he intend to—the expression instead, as expected, was enough of an indicator to draw the waiter near, eyes nervous and downcast. Pathetic, perhaps, though Laevinus could hardly be bothered with degrading another, at this time—he had mere minutes to make his ascent towards the woman, or his chance would be snatched with the arrival of a man looking for the same entertainment of which he was. “I am in immediate need of a unique request; however, I am quite sure you will prove efficient enough.” Laevinus’ voice, bitter and curt as per his usual when conversing with lesser individuals, was met with a nod from the young man, expression suddenly eager. “Yes, Monarch? Do go on.” He retorted, fingers tapping lightly against the side of his leg. “Fetch me a glass of red wine and blood. There is a hunger of which I wish to sate.”
Another disgustingly eager, exuberant nod later, and the boy had dispersed, slipping away into the kitchen.
Ah, how effortlessly the younger generation irritated him.
» When the young man did, eventually, return, Laevinnus offered him no form of thanks, before brushing past him, glass elegantly in hand, and proceeding gracefully down the steps of which led to the ballroom. The man had not yet entered the floor, though that was soon to come, and paid little mind towards the attentions of which he grabbed with his subtle entrance, despite those of which came from beautiful women—which, as expected, he replayed with a coquettish smirk, before proceeding on towards his target. There were many women of which he would relish in meeting, certainly, however Laevinnus was a very calculated and concise individual—when he made up his mind, there was little one could do to sway him.
After all, the chase was half the fun—why go for an immediate catch?
» The man sauntered up to the unfamiliar, beautifully-clad woman without the slightest hint of hesitation or waver, his confidence clearly asserted with the very way he conducted himself as he approached from behind her, sliding easily next to her with the leisure of a feline having just slept. Laevinus’ eyes, smug and churning with a feint amusement, trained absentmindedly on the bartender ahead of the two as he placed the wine-glass upon the surface of the bar, close enough to grasp at her attention, yet far enough to not serve as imposing. His smirk was charming, though devilishly enticing as he chanced a sideways glance upon the woman, turning his body towards her in order to initiate some form of contact—that, surely, would be enough. And then, without further adieu, Laevinus decided it was very much appropriate to speak. He was hardly shy, nor was he lowly enough to put an extreme effort in catching a female’s attention— if she wasn’t yet impressed, his patience would, surely, fail him within the time to come.
Such was life, unfortunately. Laevinus was looking for one thing tonight, and one thing only—
a good round of satisfactory entertainment.
“This is far more desirable than any sort of insipid liquor that can be found here, I assure you.” He murmured, his masculine, baritone lyrics low, though rapidly approaching something frighteningly similar to winsome. Laevinus edged the class closer to the woman after a momentary pause, eyes brooding, coaxing.
All she needed to do, was take it.
The rest would be history.
[/style] to the rhythm of war drums. [/style]
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Post by Johnnie Rae Mercer on Jan 22, 2013 12:39:16 GMT -5
Johnnie glanced at the gossamer fabric around her legs for a moment, caught by the shimmer of it. This dress was by far the most expensive piece of clothing that she had ever owned. It was more expensive than the dress her mama had made her wear to church on Sundays and it was by far more expensive than the simple one that she had gotten married in. Even taking the inevitable course of inflation and new governments into account, she had never once owned an item so fine and so delicate that wasn’t destined for some other purpose. There were the times she had … worked for her daily bite, her daily dose of salvation from the hunger that felt like it was going to be the end of her, the hunger that clawed at her spine to this day. Even then, her finest garb hadn’t shown a candle to what she was in now. In some ways, the elegant gown that she was so quick to want to sell to someone else was a reflection of her now: insecure and wondering if she would ever really be able to wear something that fine without inevitably ruining it. Most everything that she’d had that was good ended up broken into pieces and she wasn’t sure what would happen if this new world was ripped from her.
All of her life, Johnnie had been doing the dumb things. It started with marriage, ramped up with death, hit the lowest of the low when she found herself pawning her simple gold band for a snip at a wrist and a little more carry on in life. She’d been at the lowest of low for a long time, ripping her way through towns and cities before finding some kind of strange salvation later in life. She’d never had a clear path through everything, but she did manage to burn almost every bridge she came across in life. There were very, very few relationships that had weathered the storm of her inability to cope and her constant retreat into the darker side of her own nature.
And where did this leave her tonight? She was alone, wandering through a seemingly foreign affair, her nerves ragged with questions that she was sure would never be answered simply because she was the one asking them.
This, then, must be hell.
She tapped her drink against the bar, wondering about the end of the evening. There were many avenues for the end to take. One, she wandered home after a few drinks, no worse for wear but no better but for a few drinks. Two, a rogue anyone got in her way, trying to escape someone or something and instinct kicked in and her dress was most likely ripped.Three, well, three was an option that would be usefully pursued to the mutual satisfaction of two interested parties, one being her and the other, well, he could be determined by the steps leading up to the end result. There were more than enough acceptable possibilities in the room, it was just narrowing the options to one that would serve her purposes, whatever those ended up being..
She sipped the whiskey, letting the flavor of the alcohol soothe her nerves. The ethanol wasn’t the real factor of the drink, there was little enough nervous affect, but there was a little soothing nostalgia from the days before she’d ended up mad. Back before the big blackout, she remembered drinking whiskey, out on the town and loving what she had in life, from the man at her side, to the color of the sunset over the mountains. Then, the days had been clear and happy and simple. Multiple deaths, hers included, had ended the seeming halcyon days of her youth. From the moment that she rose in violent yet stereotypical style from the coffin at her own funeral, everything had changed and life faded from vibrant color to the greyed out flashes that she had of the next twenty years. More recently, color had been returning slowly to her life and it was good.
Her attention was broken from her introspection be a voice intruding on the small bubble that she had created for herself. Her eyes flicked from her drink to the voice of the intruder, her mind freezing for a moment as she realized who, precisely, had entered the sphere inhabited by the lesser beings in the room. And he was offering her a drink. Was there really a right way to handle the situation? Chugging what was still in her glass was probably completely unseemly, but taking the second and drinking both was most likely in the same category.
“Thank-you, sir, but alas, my drinking hand is otherwise occupied,” she said, her generic snarky tone wheedling past the control that her current state of mind was commanding. There were few enough things that could change who she was. Despite her nerves, her penchant towards sarcastic buffoonery was slipping through. As much as she tried to work on being optimistic, past experiences gave her a dry twist on life and the only thing that she could do to keep the optimism flowing was to crack her snarky jokes and hope that someone laughed, or at least grinned. Then, she was partially able to realize that the world wasn’t all bad or ending in flames. ----
note: crappy post is crappy words: IDEK outfit: check it, 'cept her hair is blonde
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